Stupid, Stupidity...

Regular day in the office...High level of energy in the morning, followed by boredom and a feeling of stickiness in the noon and eventually a slight recovery in the last working hours.
Does it sound as Im complaing? Maybe...
I feel like an infinetesimal creature in an worthless world, surrounded by rules, musts, likes and dislikes.
The off and on neuronal activity drives my mood, my thoughts, my actions.
Of course im skeptical...I play the role of a loser: now and here.
Isnt fantastic to feel sorry for yourself? You feel like the most important person in the universe.

Everything (still) is spinning around Y O U.

Why